From
the Mysteriously missing pages of B.'.B.'.
The Psychedelic
Shaman Briefings
The Entities of The Imaginal Realm
Sub-Figura vel Liber VIII
Excerptus
Caeruleus:
"The former [native
tribal discarnate] ally now 'speaks English,' which is to say that
it expresses itself not in terms of plants, animals, etc. (the everyday
artifacts of subsistence agriculture and hunter-gatherer cultures)
but in quasi-scientific terms which appeal to contemporary Western
minds."
"...The point
here is not to assume a superior stance by observing how the [tribal]
Mazatec world view is different from ours, but to show how the mushroom
uses the belief systems of its hosts to push its agendas..."
"...Certainly,
the basic exhortation here is to accept a passive and obedient child's
role in relationship to the inner voice. This is arrested development;
the healthy outcome of any growth process is maturation, and entities
demanding childish, subservience seem to be hindering our natural
processes to further hidden agendas of their own."
"...The consistently
overblown language broadcast through these channels suggests the
existence of incorporeal forces infesting human awareness which
are primarily concerned with impressing us with their importance.
This is hardly "godlike" behavior -- rather the opposite,
in fact. What truly supreme being is so insecure as to need let
alone demand human worship and subservience? Or, more to the point,
what mature adult needs deities like that in his or her life?"
"...The gnostic
Archons, then, are intelligences existing in the imaginal realm
in 'bodies' consisting of thought and feeling. They are able to
tune into our awareness through our affinity with their wavelength,
that is, our beliefs. They feed off of our allocation of energy
to their dimension, and compete with other Archons on other levels
in the overall hierarchy for their nourishment."
"...What may
be a belief in the Christian Trinity or Islamic Jihad [or flying
saucers!] to humans, may be the equivalent of a T-bone steak to
entities of the imaginal realm who depend upon that belief for their
existence. A hungry Archon will apparently do anything to convince
you to feed it. The psychiatric literature is saturated with examples
of 'inner voices' demanding absurd levels of obedience to highly
questionable belief systems."
"...This book
holds to the shamanic model of multiple dimensions, accessed via
human consciousness, in which dissociated intelligences feed off
of human belief systems the way that we eat hamburger. It is to
these entities' advantage to keep us ignorant of their agendas;
they would forfeit independent existence if we chose to become gods
ourselves by devouring their energy instead of vice-versa. As it
is written in the Upanishads, and emphasized here for the third
time: 'it is not pleasant to the Devas that men should know this.'"
And so, my Brethren,
let us begin our memetic journey:
If the history of
psychic research tells us anything at all, it is that we are surrounded
on all sides by nonhuman intelligences who habitually lie to us
for no discernible reason other than to amuse themselves. These
entities are at least as old as human consciousness (hence the near-universality
of the Trickster motif in legend and folklore) and seem curiously
dependent on us for their continued existence... John Keel, writing
in 1983, speculated on the possibility that "We are the intelligence
which controls the phenomena." The corollary is obvious: Only when
we have arrived at a fuller and more balanced understanding of ourselves
will we begin to understand the latent forces that seek to manipulate
us. (1)
To understand the
entity phenomenon it is Useful to lay aside the concept of monotheism
in general and of universally benevolent, well-intentioned deities
in particular. Popular Christianity has generally conditioned Westerners
to the idea of a single, all-loving Father-God. Based on empirical
facts, it may be more productive to reexamine the ancient notion
of a pantheon of "gods" coming in as many kinds and dispositions
as we do. Indeed, in conformance with our hypothesis of dimensional
progression (i.e., that higher dimensional entities can perceive
lower dimensions more easily than lower dimensional entities can
perceive higher dimensions), it logically follows that they appear
inextricably linked with our own awareness.
Senses more refined
than ours would show us worlds of atoms, of light, of energy, where
now we think we see tables, buildings, individuals. Subtle beings,
whose substance escapes our perception, can exist around us, penetrate
us, play with us, act on our thoughts and our senses, without our
having the least awareness of it. (2)
That human beings
hear the paranormal voices of "others" under certain circumstances
has been well established for millennia. Schizophrenia and mystical
rapture are probably the most common catalysts, but the ingestion
of psychedelic substances consistently produces comparable phenomena.
Psychedelic shamanism has traditionally attributed these inner voices
to "teachers" residing within the substances themselves. The obvious
question is: do hallucinogenic plants actually embody "entities,"
or do they elicit aspects of the unconscious psyche which present
themselves in this guise? Most importantly, can we believe what
they tell us? Terence McKenna has said: "It is no great accomplishment
to hear a voice in the head. The accomplishment is to make sure
that it is telling you the truth." (3)
These questions may
be unanswerable, but they are fascinating subjects to explore. One
recent development within the shamanic tradition is that often the
plant allies no longer communicate with their indigenous hosts the
way they did previously; that is, a change seems to have taken place
in the relationship between some tribal cultures and their psychedelic
"allies." Here is the now-famous Mazatecan shaman, Maria Sabina,
observing a change in her relationship with the teachers residing
in the psilocybin mushroom:
Before Wasson,
I felt the saint children [entities in the mushroom] elevated me.
I don't feel that anymore. The force has diminished, If [the foreigners
hadn't come] the saint children would have kept their power....
From the moment the foreigners arrived, the saint children lost
their purity. They lost their force; the foreigners spoiled them.
From now on they won't be any good. There's no remedy for it. (4)
For the moment, let
us take this at face value and interpret it as a shift in the interface
between the plant allies and their aboriginal users, perhaps a mutation
in consciousness analogous to what may have occurred when the Delphic
Oracle stopped speaking to the Greeks. If we can hypothesize sentient
plants, then it's not much of a step to theorize that their recent
encounter with modern left-brain human consciousness may have altered
their perceptions as much as our own.
One must acknowledge
that there is a great difference in the psychological reality of
a traditional Mazatecan Indian from rural Mexico, and a modem Westerner.
Intercourse between humans and mushrooms was confined for millennia
to hunter-gatherer and subsistence agricultural tribal cultures
-- people whose awareness was of necessity focused on a quite different
reality than our own. Conceivably, because there was no survival
value in the differentiating left brain function evolving the way
that it has in the modern West, these people have arguably developed
a form of awareness more appropriate to their specific surroundings.
Since the mid-fifties, however, the Mazatecs' mushroom allies have
been exposed to a different kind of consciousness, and have possibly
evolved accordingly:
The author's
interview in 1969 with old Apolonio Teran, who was considered in
the community to be a powerful Wise Man, documented a series of
ideas that parallel what Maria Sabina has told us:
"...What is terrible,
listen, is that the divine mushroom no longer belongs to us. Its
sacred language has been profaned. The language has been spoiled
and it is indecipherable for us..."
"What is this new
language like?"
"Now the mushrooms
speak English! Yes, it's the tongue that the foreigners speak..."
"What is this change
of Language due to?"
"The mushrooms have
a divine spirit; they always had it for us, but the foreigner
arrived and frightened it away..."
"Where was this
divine spirit frightened to?"
"It wanders without
direction in the atmosphere, it goes along in the clouds. And
not only was the divine spirit profaned, but that of ourselves
[the Mazatecs] as well." (5)
It is significant
to note that the old shaman identifies his tribe with the spirit
of the ally, both are "wandering without direction," a highly accurate
image of what happens to indigenous cultures when they are exposed
to Western "civilization." This may be simple projection, however,
and say more about the situation of his tribe than that of the mushroom
spirit. The former ally now "speaks English," which is to say that
it expresses itself not in terms of plants, animals, etc. (the everyday
artifacts of subsistence agriculture and hunter-gatherer cultures)
but in quasi-scientific terms which appeal to contemporary Western
minds. Here's a message from the mushroom received by Terence McKenna,
writing under the pseudonym O.T. Oss:
"I am old,
older than thought in your species, which is itself fifty times
older than your history. Though I have been on earth for ages I
am from the stars. My home is no one planet, for many worlds scattered
through the shining disc of the galaxy have conditions which allow
my spores an opportunity for life... Since it is not easy for you
to recognize other varieties of intelligence around you, your most
advanced theories of politics and society have advanced only as
far as the notion of collectivism. But beyond the cohesion of the
members of a species into a single social organism there lie richer
and even more baroque evolutionary possibilities. Symbiosis is one
of these. Symbiosis is a relation of mutual dependence and positive
benefits for both of the species involved. Symbiotic relationships
between myself and civilized forms of higher animals have been established
many times and in many places throughout the long ages of my development.
These relationships have been mutually useful; within my memory
is the knowledge of hyperlight drive ships and how to build them.
I will trade this knowledge for a free ticket to new worlds around
suns younger and more stable than your own. To secure an eternal
existence down the long river of cosmic time I again and again offer
this agreement to higher beings and thereby have spread throughout
the galaxy over the long millennia. A mycelial network has no organs
to move the world, no hands; but higher animals with manipulative
abilities can become partners with the star knowledge within me
and if they act in good faith, return both themselves and their
humble [sic] mushroom teacher to the million worlds to which all
citizens of our starswarm are heir." (6)
This kind of language
is a far cry from one of Maria Sabina's chants, translated from
the Mazatec into Spanish, and from thence into English. In a session
recorded in 1956, the mushroom appeared to her in this guise:
Father Jesus,
Jesus, Jesus, Jesus
You Mother, Mother, my Mother who art in the house of heaven
You Mother who art in the house of heaven
In your beautiful world, says
In your fresh world, says
In your world of clarity, says
I am going there, says
I am arriving there, says...
Because I am speaking poorly and humbly says
I speak to you, you are the only one, you my Mother, to whom I can
speak with humility, you my Mother who art in the house of heaven,
says My Father who art in the house of heaven, says
I am going there, says...[etc.] (7)
Observe that although
the language is very different, the content of the experience seems
to be identical: a promise that the mushroom spirit will transport
its host to a transcendent world. The significant difference is
that despite its rather inflated rhetoric, the Western message is
an offer of a kind of partnership:
Animals with
manipulative abilities can become partners with the star knowledge
within me and if they act in good faith, return both themselves
and their humble [sic] mushroom teacher to the million worlds to
which all citizens of our starswarm are heir. (Emphasis mine)
For modem Westerners
however, even a junior partnership is a better deal than childlike
subservience; notice how Maria Sabina's message is couched in parental
terms:
Father Jesus,
Jesus, Jesus, Jesus
You Mother, Mother, my Mother who art in the house of heaven
You Mother who art in the house of heaven [etc.]
Apparently in the
Mazatec view the only way one can transcend the material plane (get
to "the house of heaven") is not via one's own mature accomplishments,
but through the intercession of cosmic parent figures. The point
here is not to assume a superior stance by observing how the Mazatec
world view is different from ours, but to show how the mushroom
uses the belief systems of its hosts to push its agendas, and in
this instance has cruelly abandoned its old Mazatecan "allies."
That's not very godlike behavior, nor is it the way any responsible
parent would treat his children. These qualities, alas, are utterly
typical of the voices heard by schizophrenics. It is almost a defining
characteristic of these inner voices that they are arrogant, patriarchal,
pompous, and often cruel. Here is a first-person description of
an inner voice taken from the literature of schizophrenia:
The voice
uttered only a sentence or two on each occasion that it appeared.
The voice claimed to originate from God....The verbal production
of the thoughts-out-loud (i.e. inner voice) usually takes the form
of monologues attempting to persuade the ego to adopt a belief in
the authority of the agent behind the thoughts-out-loud, and to
accept a messianic fixation....It is impossible not to be influenced
by the experiencing of such phenomena. Regardless of their social
evidential value, they represent to the person who experiences
them, proof of contact with some agent possessing sources of information
broader than those of any factor of the human organism. [Emphasis
mine: the author is referring to paranormal true predictions of
future events by the voice on four separate occasions.]
There has been an
intricate interrelationship between the hallucinatory pains and
the thoughts-out-loud. The hallucinatory pains first appeared
at a time when the ego was developing a doubt of the claim of
divine authority made by the thoughts-out-loud, and their occurrence
was explained by the thoughts-out-loud as a penalty for the doubt.
On several occasions since, pains have occurred following threat
by the thoughts-out-loud that they would take place if commands
made by it were not obeyed. (8)
These voices heard
by schizophrenics are often indistinguishable in tone and content
from those evoked by psychedelic plants. Note the self-aggrandizement
in this message from a "mushroom entity" speaking to another Westerner
in 1982.
My magical
and mystic powers have been known by your kind since before Christ.
Societies that have obeyed my rule have lived with nature and realized
themselves. I give laughter, and I can also bring about the mightiest
wars before your eyes. Showing the future to those who understand
and can record, is nothing. I can place you with the Gods. Once
you have stepped aboard hiper [sic] light drive transition, you
are never again the same person. As you learn to reproduce my growing
environment, you will come to love me. Later, as you learn thy way,
you will look upon me with awe and amazement. I am respected with
the highest regards. For I am the flesh of the Gods. (9)
Whatever may be the
source of this communication, it differs considerably from the sophisticated
rhetoric received by McKenna. This suggests the possibility that
at least some portion of the inner voices may be more artifacts
of each individual's unconscious psyche than a bona fide communication
between plants and people. If the entities generally use the vocabularies
and syntax of their hosts, the truly important question is: how
many of the host's personal belief complexes also bleed through
as the "Word of God?"
Far from being an
artifact of mental aberration, the paternalistic rhetoric of the
"gods" is utterly typical of mystical religious writings worldwide.
Here's one from the gnostic gospels (circa 350 C.E.):
I was sent
forth from the power, and I have come to those who reflect upon
me,
and I have been found among those who seek after me.
Look upon me, you who reflect upon me, and you hearers, hear me.
You who are waiting for me, take me to yourselves.
And do not banish me from your sight.
And do not make your voice hate me, nor your hearing.
Do not be ignorant of me anywhere or any time. Be on your guard!
Do not be ignorant of me. For I am the first and the last.
[Etc.] (10)
The effect of these
communications is usually an implicit threat -- "You'd better accept
my authority, or you'll regret it!" If this strategy doesn't work,
let's not forget that the flip side of intimidation is condescension;
compare the above quote with a channeled message of the patronizing
type:
Listen!...Put
me first in everything, then shall all be added unto you...Listen!...Be
at peace. Striving gets you nowhere. It simply leaves you exhausted
and frustrated because you never seem to be nearer the goal. Just
learn to be. When you have ceased striving, crawl into my loving
arms like a weary child. Encircled in those arms, feel the peace,
comfort, and complete oneness with me. Feel yourself melt into me...Listen!
Walk my way and do my will. Let me show you my wonders and glories.
If you seek happiness in the wrong way, it cannot be found. Seek
me first and find me. That is the simple answer. Put first things
first, no matter what the cost or sacrifice. Love me with ail your
heart, with all your soul, and all your mind. (11)
While not overtly
threatening, the essence of this message is insultingly parental.
(That prose like this is typical of much modern channeled writing
is an insight that maybe the real task of the New Age is for human
awareness to grow up and accept adulthood.) Certainly, the basic
exhortation here is to accept a passive and obedient child's role
in relationship to the inner voice. This is arrested development;
the healthy outcome of any growth process is maturation, and entities
demanding childish, subservience seem to be hindering our natural
processes to further hidden agendas of their own.
Another hint that
we may be dealing more with a function of human awareness than with
true "plant teachers" is that one can receive identical messages
from synthetic chemical compounds made in a laboratory! Here it's
the DET "spirit":
Quoted in
Peter Stafford's Psychedelics Encyclopedia (1982), [Temple of the
True Inner Light founder Alan] Bimbaum states, "DET (DiEthyl Tryptamine)
is the first psychedelic which convinced me that the psychedelic
is a Primeval Light Being which is God, the Creator. We smoked it
in a large hookah and it was so clear and bright -- unmistakable
-- it was a Being." ...The Temple of the True Inner Light relies
on "the word" coming from direct -- vocal or heard communication
with spirit forms manifested from [DET] ingestion. (12)
I offer this material
to illustrate the idea that if you accept the hypothesis of plant
teachers then you have to accept the hypothesis of synthetic chemical
teachers as well. This, it seems to me, opens up a can of worms.
Wouldn't it be more elegant to hypothesize entities emerging from
our own unconscious when stimulated by certain chemical molecules?
Why deify the catalyst?
The consistently overblown
language broadcast through these channels suggests the existence
of incorporeal forces infesting human awareness which are primarily
concerned with impressing us with their importance. This is hardly
"godlike" behavior -- rather the opposite, in fact. What truly supreme
being is so insecure as to need let alone demand human worship and
subservience? Or, more to the point, what mature adult needs deities
like that in his or her life?
Reality presents itself
in hierarchies, or at least human consciousness seems structured
to perceive it that way. Hierarchies can be thought of as a kind
of sedimentation of value. Jung's four psychological functions --
Intuition, Thought, Feeling and Sensation (fire, air, water and
earth) -- naturally arrange themselves in a hierarchy of abstraction
which reflects their relative "densities." That is to say, sensation
(earth) is "denser" than emotion (water), just as water is denser
than air, and thought (air) "denser" than intuition (fire). The
ancient earth, water, air, fire metaphor symbolizes a profound psychic
hierarchy which Jung clearly recognized as an archetypal description
of human consciousness.
The Kabbalah goes
even further and describes each of Jung's functions as an actual
dimension; specifically, Assiah (earth), Yetzirah (water), Briah
(air) and Atziluth (fire). Indeed, each realm is conceived to be
spatially at least as infinite as the physical multiverse. It follows
that if Jung's psychological functions correspond to four "spatial"
dimensions within the collective unconscious, then the human body
can be defined as a vessel containing the hierarchy. All of this,
of course, fully supports the shamanic world view as previously
outlined.
Empirical evidence
shows that each dimension within the imaginal realm is inhabited
by monads of sentient energy. Like all living organisms, these entities
seek to preserve, nourish and promote themselves. The closer the
perception of the entity matches our own, the more appealing will
be its arguments to our awareness, and the more likely we will feed
it with our belief. The dynamics of this exchange are explicitly
described in the Upanishads:
Now if a
man worships another deity, thinking the deity is one and he another,
he does not know. He is like a beast for the Devas. For verily,
as many beasts nourish a man, thus does every man nourish the Devas.
If only one beast is taken away, it is not pleasant; how much more
when many are taken! Therefore it is not pleasant to the Devas that
men should know this. (13)
In Hinduism and Theosophy,
the Devas are disembodied spirits which are identical to angelic
beings, gnostic Archons and the like. The clue that they are dependent
upon our own thought processes and belief systems is found in the
first sentence: "Now if a man worships another deity, thinking the
deity is one and he another, he does not know." This is a Quintessential
gnostic statement; not to "know" is to be a slave to the Deva-Archons,
to be a slave to our own beliefs. To be a "beast for the Devas"
is to feed them, nourish them, keep them alive. Since such beliefs
are sentient creatures, out for their own welfare, "it is not pleasant
to the Devas that men should know this."
The gnostic Archons,
then, are intelligences existing in the imaginal realm in "bodies"
consisting of thought and feeling. They are able to tune into our
awareness through our affinity with their wavelength, that is, our
beliefs. They feed off of our allocation of energy to their dimension,
and compete with other Archons on other levels in the overall hierarchy
for their nourishment. Like any differentiated organism, they will
instinctively seek to maintain their identities and to resist any
attempts at integration into a larger whole. In the simplest terms,
all organisms strive to preserve themselves and to avoid death --
to eat to live and to avoid being eaten -- just like we do. Again,
we can look to the insights of the psychedelic experience for support
of this notion:
G.I. Gurdjieff
(1950) formulated [the] interesting idea... that everything in the
universe "reciprocally maintains" every other thing in the universe.
In other words, everything eats and is eaten; physically, psychologically,
and spiritually. Just as one must eat to maintain oneself at a point
far from equilibrium, e.g., as a dynamic, ongoing life process,
so are there structures which eat oneself for the same purpose.
The central question...is what is one feeding with one's behavior,
thoughts, emotions, or: What's eating you? ...The notion of everything
eating and being eaten is a useful metaphor in attempting to understand
the relation of ourselves to higher level structures, including
values. We are what we feed, as well as what we eat. The relationship
which one establishes with the [psilocybin] mushroom epitomizes
this particular quality of the universe: when one eats the physical
body of the mushroom a strange symbiosis is initiated. Soon after
one ingests the carpophores, the mind of the mushroom begins to
ingest your mind. (14)
The out-of-body experiences
of Robert Monroe provide further insights into this concept. Here
he describes some encounters with typically Archonlike entities,
which he refers to as "intelligence forces":
The same
impersonal probing, the same power, from the same angle. However,
this time I received the firm impression that I was inextricably
bound by loyalty to this intelligence force, always had been, and
that I had a job to perform here on earth. The job was not necessarily
to my liking, but I was assigned to it. The impression was that
I was manning a "pumping station," that it was a dirty, ordinary
job but it was mine and I was stuck with it, and nothing, absolutely
nothing could alter the situations..I got the impression of huge
pipes, so ancient they were covered with undergrowth and rust. Something
like oil was passing through them, but it was much higher in energy
than oil, and vitally needed and valuable elsewhere (assumption:
not on this material planet). This has been going on for eons of
time, and there were other force groups here, taking out the same
material on some highly competitive basis, and the material was
convertible at some distant point or civilization for something
very valuable to entities far above my ability to understand.
Again, there was
the feeling of being the pumping station attendant, the approach
of the entity down the beam the search of my mind I mentally (orally
also?) asked who they were, and received an answer that I could
not translate or understand. Then I felt them beginning to leave,
and I asked for some actual indication that they had been there,
but was rewarded only with paternal amusement. Then they seemed
to soar up into the sky, while I called after them, pleading.
Then I was sure that their mentality and intelligence were far
beyond my understanding. It is an impersonal, cold intelligence,
with none of the emotions of love or compassion which we respect
so much, yet this may be the omnipotence we call God. Visits such
as these in mankind's past could well have been the basis for
all of our religious beliefs, and our knowledge today could provide
no better answers than we could a thousand years past. By this
time, it was getting light, and I sat down and cried, great deep
sobs as I have never cried before, because I knew without any
qualification or future hope of change that the God of my childhood,
of the churches, of religion throughout the world was not as we
worshipped him to be -- that for the rest of my life, I would
'suffer' the loss of this illusion. (15)
This modern, twentieth
century impression of "something like oil" as a valuable commodity
which is being pumped to ultraterrestrial entities (Archons) was
perceived by the ancient gnostics as "dew":
"What then
is the interest of the Archons in opposing the exodus of the soul
from the world? The gnostic answer is thus recounted by Epiphanius:
They say that the
soul is the food of the Archons and Powers without which they
cannot live, because [the soul] is of the dew from above and gives
them strength. (16)
As monads of the imaginal
realm, each Archon seeks to maintain itself, and will conceivably
say or do whatever is necessary to gain our attention and worship.
This is the origin of the "gods," entities demanding worship which
they need in the same way we need food in order to exist. Without
worship, a god starves and is absorbed (eaten) by some other entity.
The loveless paranoia found in many modem fundamentalist sects can
be explained from just this perspective -- any deity that demands
worship is unworthy of it on the face of it.
This cruel and arrogant
(from our point of view) attitude of the Archons is only natural
from their point of view if we compare their behavior with the way
that we treat the animals and plants we use for food in our own
dimension. No one I know of considers the "feeling," or ultimate
welfare, of the chickens, steaks or carrots they eat to stay alive.
From a potato's point of view, even a peaceful vegetarian is an
arbitrary predator on its right to "life, liberty and the pursuit
of happiness."
However, from a human
point of view, the entelechy of a potato is to be eaten, digested
and ultimately transformed by humans. What was potato last week
is me today. In theory, the potato has attained a higher level of
awareness, though the potato may be forgiven for not seeing it that
way.
The competition for
food is arguably the predominant cause of strife on this planet.
Such a system mandates the production of psychic energy in the form
of stress, pain, fear and aggression. If the physical body can only
survive by eating physical food, the subtle bodies conceivably also
require nourishment consisting of the same stuff they are made of,
i.e., thoughts, emotions, drives, etc. This is presumably the "food"
that we produce for the Archons. What may be a belief in the Christian
Trinity or Islamic Jihad to humans, may be the equivalent of a T-bone
steak to entities of the imaginal realm who depend upon that belief
for their existence. A hungry Archon will apparently do anything
to convince you to feed it. The psychiatric literature is saturated
with examples of "inner voices" demanding absurd levels of obedience
to highly questionable belief systems. These are often qualitatively
very little different from some of the more bizarre forms of dogma
in the world's religions.
Who can say that belief
is not a form of energy, is not food or fuel used in more abstract
realms of existence by entities we have always perceived as gods?
Whoever or whatever these entities may be, it is essential for the
shaman to realistically come to terms with them. If "they" in some
strangely dissociated way are "us," then we should integrate the
parent/child polarity within us and embrace our destiny as adults.
If they are truly "others," then we need to learn how to negotiate
with them, if not exactly as equals, then at least with respect
on both sides. Presumably any effective shaman has learned how to
attain this balance.
We know so little
about the mysteries of consciousness that it is premature, if not
arrogant, to make definitive pronouncements about the identities
of these inner voices. It is certainly possible that we are encountering
true plant teachers as well as other discarnate intelligences, in
addition to dissociated fragments of our own personalities! The
psyche is nothing if not a multiverse containing a multiplicity
of forces -- all the more reason to skeptically evaluate each of
their messages.
Only a very small
child would uncritically accept the rap of someone he just met on
the street. It is a New Age truism that many are playing precisely
that role; the literature is replete with examples of would be "shamans"
surrendering their will and discrimination to any strange force
pontificating parental guidance. An insight from the Magickal tradition
(Western shamanism) offers directions for proceeding in these realms
of the psyche:
The testing
of the spirits is the most important branch of the whole tree of
Magick. Without it, one is lost in the jungle of delusion. Every
spirit, up to God himself, is ready to deceive you if possible,
to make himself out more important than he is; in short, to lay
in wait for your soul in 333 separate ways.... Let [the Magician]
be aware of the thousand subtle attacks and deceptions that he will
experience, carefully testing the truth of all with whom he speaks.
Thus a hostile being may appear clothed with glory; the appropriate
pentagram will in such case cause him to shrivel or decay. Practice
will make the student infinitely wary in such matters. (17)
This book holds to
the shamanic model of multiple dimensions, accessed via human consciousness,
in which dissociated intelligences feed off of human belief systems
the way that we eat hamburger. It is to these entities' advantage
to keep us ignorant of their agendas; they would forfeit independent
existence if we chose to become gods ourselves by devouring their
energy instead of vice-versa. As it is written in the Upanishads,
and emphasized here for the third time: "it is not pleasant to the
Devas that men should know this."
It follows that the
wisely intentional use of any psychedelic drug is as a self-integrating,
self-empowering catalyst. In this way the gods (Devas, Archons,
spirits, belief complexes, etc.) cannot coerce our worship -- we
coerce theirs in the form of enhanced personal power. Obviously
it behooves all psychedelic explorers to prudently evaluate the
kinds of "allies" they choose to integrate into their psyches in
this way. The higher the level of unification the better; otherwise
it is seductively easy to become entrapped within dimensional [blue]
resonances of dubious ultimate value.
Notes:
1.
Blake, Ian (1993). "A question of ethics," Crash Collusion #3, Austin,
TX, Spring, p.13.
2. Danielou, A.
(1966). "The influence of sound phenomena on human consciousness,"
Psychedelic Review, No. 7, p.20.
3. McKenna, T. (1991).
The Archaic Revival, Harper, S.F., p.35
4. Maria Sabina,
quoted in Estrada, A. (1981). Maria Sabina: Her Life and Chants,
Ross-Erikson Inc., Santa Barbara, pp.90-91.
6. (Channeled communication
from mushroom spirit to): Oss & Oeric (1976). Psilocybin Magic
Mushroom Grower's Guide, And/Or Press, Berkeley, pp.8-9.
7. Estrada, op.
cit. , P. 110.
8. J. Lang, (Pseudonym)
(1938). "The other side of hallucinations," American Journal of
Psychiatry, 94:1087-97
9. Prefatory quotation
(presumably from the mushroom "Deva") in: Peele, S.L. (1982).
Lepiota Peele -- a newly discovered hallucinogenic mushroom, Xerox
sheet, Florida Mycology Research Center, Pensacola
10. "The Thunder,
Perfect Mind," in Robinson, J.M., ed. (1988). The Nag Hammadi
Library, Harper & Row, S.F., p.297.
11. P. Hawken (1976).
The Magic of Findhom, Bantam, NY, p.138.
12. Thomas Lyttle
(circa 1987). "Drug Based Religions and Contemporary Drug Taking,"
Journal of Drug Issues
13. "Brihadaranyaka
Upanishad," in Yutang, L., ed. (1942). The Wisdom of China and
India, Modern
Library, NY, p.36.
14. Billings, R.L.
(1989). The Way of the Little Clowns, pp.13-15. (Unpublished monograph;
no further data available.)
15. Monroe, R. (1977).
Journeys Out of The Body, Anchor/Doubleday, Garden City, NJ, p.261.
16. Jonas, H. (1963).
The Gnostic Religion, Beacon Press Boston p.169
17. Crowley, A.
(1976). Magick in Theory and Practice, Dover, NY, pp.147,388.
Excerptus
Caeruleus:
"The ancient myths
and religions of humankind seldom reflect current experience anymore.
They've been replaced by the harsh new standards of science which
condescendingly proclaim all other ways of knowing to be illusory.
It is hardly surprising then that the "gods" now encountered are
often decked out in the trappings of science fiction; that art form
which is perhaps the closest thing we have to an unus mundus encompassing
both contemporary Techno-Logic and the imaginal realm. Extraterrestrial
themes are a firmly established motif of our evolving mythos.
"...It is significant
that many of these [shamanic] explorations have amazing similarities
with what has come to be known as the 'Alien Abduction' syndrome,
experiences which do not typically involve drugs of any kind. Whitley
Strieber, a multiple abductee, has written of the almost overwhelming
terror that always accompanies these events, and anyone who has
experienced the full effects of a tryptamine hallucinogen, such
as DMT, will quickly empathize with his descriptions. The UFO contactee/
abductee phenomenon manifests too many themes analogous to psychedelic
states and shamanic initiation to be regarded as unrelated."
And
so, my Brethren, let us now continue our memetic journey:
Some ufologists...are
writing of the penetration into our reality of parallel worlds,
even other universes. Jacques Vallee, for example, now states, "I
believe that the UFO phenomenon represents evidence for other dimensions
beyond spacetime; the UFOs may not come from ordinary space, but
from a multiverse which is all around us." Interestingly, the [UFO]
abductees themselves speak, including under hypnosis, of the sense
that they have of the penetration into their consciousness of other
dimensions beyond our familiar space/time reality. (1)
What's it like to
encounter an entity from mindspace while under the influence of
a psychedelic substance? More specifically, how does a modern Westerner
process such an adventure in the absence of any culturally sanctioned
framework to give it meaning? The ancient myths and religions of
humankind seldom reflect current experience anymore. They've been
replaced by the harsh new standards of science which condescendingly
proclaim all other ways of knowing to be illusory. It is hardly
surprising then that the "gods" now encountered are often decked
out in the trappings of science fiction, that art form which is
perhaps the closest thing we have to an unus mundus encompassing
both contemporary Techno-Logic and the imaginal realm.
Extraterrestrial themes
are a firmly established motif of our evolving mythos. The UFO contact
is now seen by many investigators to be an interface between inner
and outer dimensions, analogous to a kind of involuntary shamanic
encounter. It is a significant fact that psychotropic drugs, proven
catalysts for accessing the mythic realms of the psyche, frequently
evoke alien contact experiences. Terence McKenna describes extraterrestrial
and UFO themes as typical psychedelic events:
UFO contact
is perhaps the motif most frequently mentioned by people who take
psilocybin....They encounter another space with UFOs and aliens
-- classic little green men ... The UFOs come from another dimension;
one could almost say they come from beyond death. They come from
a dimension somehow totally different from our own, but tied up
with the human psyche in a way that is puzzling, alarming, and reassuring
-- and shamanic. (2)
The following is an
account of an "alien contact" experience of my own. I believe it
is fairly typical, and I will later compare it with some quotations
from other contexts. This adventure took place as part of a scientific
DMT (N,N-Dimethyltryptamine) study at a major university. The protocol
called for two administrations of the drug. The first was a threshold
dose to acquaint me with its effects; the second was a maximum safe
dose for my body weight to provide full scope for the DMT experience.
Here are my notes from the second administration:
Thursday,
January 14,1993,9:15 AM to 9:30 AM
Set: Continuation
of protocol from yesterday. Now 0.4 mg/kg = 26.56 mg DMT i.v.
A "maximum dose."
Setting: UNM hospital,
Room 529, East Wing.
The initial come-on
was similar to the sound and lights of one of those brain wave
machines, but it reached a climax almost instantly and "sonic
boomed" me into another reality. Despite "knowing better," my
gut reaction was still one of disorientation and shock. There's
nothing you can read that will prepare you for what it feels like
to go from zero to 100 Mph in 1.3 seconds -- catapulted from "normal"
consensus reality one moment into a totally bizarre, profoundly
alien space the next! Nothing written here can convey either what
it was or even what it was like.
Crudely, approximately,
I found myself approaching a "Space Station" (a long, beige colored,
triangular-shaped "landing platform") which was below and to my
right. There were at least two entities (one on either side of
me), guiding me to the platform. Although I didn't actually "see"
them, their presences were clearly felt. I was aware of many other
beings inside the space station -- automatons: android-like creatures
that "looked" (all this transcends ordinary visual description)
like a cross between crash dummies and the Empire troops from
Star Wars, except that they were living beings, not robots. They
were doing some kind of routine technological work and paid no
attention to me. Again, everything was speeded up -- compared
with time as experienced in "consensus" reality, things happen
at least twice as fast in the DMT realm. The imagery was pouring
in too rapidly to process and integrate; that, and its profoundly
alien content was what initially threw me off.
But this was paltry
compared with what happened next. In a state of overwhelmed shock
and confusion, I opened my eyes to see the doctor's nurse-assistant
horribly transformed into a grotesque "clown," with huge, protrubant
red lips maybe 20-times enlarged from normal that's the predominant
image: most of the rest is now mercifully repressed. The impression
was that she had been replaced by an alien entity. On LSD, I've
seen people's faces distorted, but the distortions were based
upon the person's "real" face -- I could still recognize them.
What I saw on DMT had no connection to anything I could remotely
associate with this woman.
At this point I
became suddenly nauseous, and asked for something to vomit into
(I still had enough awareness of who and where I was not to want
to puke on myself). A receptacle was not available, so I was handed
a wadded up hospital gown. When I opened my eyes, I couldn't recognize
what I'd been given (thus further disorienting me): I was holding
what I imagine "ectoplasm" is supposed to look like: a weird,
other worldly substance: "etheric cotton." It seemed to be all
aura, without substance perhaps the visible vibrations of everyone
who had ever worn that gown: sick people, dying people: Total
Mystery. Although terrified, I didn't actually panic, but I was
aware of wanting the experience to stop right now, and feared
being in the state indefinitely. Soon after this it diminished
rapidly. I was firmly down after fifteen minutes, in normal awareness
within half an hour. Amazingly, the subjective experience felt
like no more than two minutes -- maybe even less!
This experience took
place in a "scientific" context utilizing pure synthetic DMT, a
drug famous for the extremely brief duration of extremely bizarre,
yet amazingly consistent effects. Compare the following DMT encounters
with the general content of my own experience:
...I was
in a large space and saw what seemed to be thousands of the entities.
They were rapidly passing something to and fro among themselves,
and were looking intently at me, as if to say "See what we are doing!"
... Subject V
...I passed abruptly
through to another realm, losing all awareness of my body. It
was as if there were alien beings there waiting for me, and I
recall that they spoke to me as if they had been awaiting my arrival,
but I cannot remember exactly what was said ... Subject M
...Not only did
I have what I can only call a close encounter, I was left with
two thoughts. First, they were waiting for me, and they were not
"friendly." ...[On the] third attempt [it] seemed like they could
not wait for me to experiment. In this event, I did not have actual
contact, but rather "felt" them wanting to get into my consciousness.
The actual experience was far more frightening than any major
"trip" previously experienced ... Subject S (3)
While not true in
every case, DMT explorers consistently report high levels of fear
associated with their intrusions into the imaginal realm. Although
the brevity of the experience enables one to manage one's terror
fairly well, it is difficult to imagine what it would be like to
endure such fright for longer than a few minutes. Here's the way
another investigator describes this state:
It is not
a trip I can take such as I would take a trip with LSD, peyote,
or mushrooms, it is a trip which unequivocally takes me. ...I was
humbled and awed by the terrifying glory of it all. Terrifying?
I was scared shitless with no place to shit. ...Can we ants, who
call ourselves human, presume to know anything about the capabilities
of God or what he has in store for us? (4)
Assuredly, psychedelics
can provide access to realms far removed from anything we would
identify as "consensus reality." These quintessentially shamanic
catalysts evoke shamanic states of consciousness and any would be
explorer of such realms must be willing and prepared to endure what
can only be called the terror and stress of a shamanic initiation.
Obviously, this is not for everyone, or even very many of us.
It is significant
that many of these explorations have amazing similarities with what
has come to be known as the "Alien Abduction" syndrome, experiences
which do not typically involve drugs of any kind. Whitley Strieber,
a multiple abductee, has written of the almost overwhelming terror
that always accompanies these events, and anyone who has experienced
the full effects of a tryptamine hallucinogen, such as DMT, will
quickly empathize with his descriptions. The UFO contact/abductee
phenomenon manifests too many themes analogous to psychedelic states
and shamanic initiation to be regarded as unrelated:
Fear confuses
us and holds us back. It is our primary obstacle. Successful confrontation
with it is the breakthrough that leads to understanding. Whether
by accident or design, the visitors took me on a fabulous and terrible
journey through my fears. Whatever my worst imagining, actual experience
intensified it a hundred times. Learn to live at a high level of
uncertainty. Only by doing this will we begin to gain the rigorously
clear and objective outlook we need to perceive what is happening
correctly ...[The visitors] have the ability to enter the mind and
affect thought, and can accomplish amazing feats with this skill.
...Suppressing and denying fear are useless. I discovered how to
accept my fear and not be surprised by it. ...The more frightening
they got, the stronger I became. ...They never sought to destroy
me with an assault beyond my strength. Thus they can hardly be called
evil. Based on the actual outcome of what they did to me, they must
be counted the allies of our growth. ...The whole point of it seems
to me to involve strengthening the soul. Certainly this has been
central to my relationship with them. ...Really facing the visitors
means accepting that one may also endure great fear ... and become
free of all fear. (5)
This is as good a
contemporary description of shamanic will and intent as I've come
across, and may be used as a guiding principle when exploring the
imaginal realm. The fact that the "aliens" are able to enter our
three-dimensional world, seemingly at will, suggests that they utilize
shamanic principles analogous to our own when we project into their
space. In other words, it appears that the way of the shaman is
a two-way street and that the ideal of living in the unus mundus
or One World appeals impartially to the denizens of any dimension.
The "shamans" of all worlds have probably always known this, and
the principle suggests the possibility of true interdimensional
alliances for those powerful and knowledgeable enough to create
them. In the present context, whatever the UFO encounter may be,
it represents at least the possibility of an ally relationship;
a traditional shamanic connection with a hidden power for the purpose
of healing the ills of the tribe.
When a DMT-containing
substance is combined with a monoamine oxidase inhibitor, such as
harmaline (a concept to be described in Part II of this book), one
has the basic formula for ayahuasca, the beverage used by South
American shamans to access and manipulate hyperspace. In contrast
to pure DMT, ayahuasca experiences typically last several hours.
Although very strange and frightening by consensus-reality standards,
an ayahuasca trip is not usually quite as overpowering as DMT taken
all by itself. The following is a different kind of entity contact
described by a Westerner who ingested ayahuasca in the Amazon:
It was always
frightening to drink ayahuasca. The visions it produced were rarely
the visions one wanted to see, and even wonderful visions were difficult
to reconcile with ordinary reality ....
Then, another voice
spoke. "HeIlo," it said.
There was no one
I could see, just a voice, but not one I recognized.
"Hello," it said
again.
"Who are you?" I
asked, hoping it was just a voice I was inventing.
"You know who I
am," it said plainly.
I did. I sensed
it was the spirit of ayahuasca. It wasn't just an image or a vision.
...It felt like I was in the presence of something unfathomable.
The idea seemed crazy to me, even at that time, but I also knew
it was true. I was awestruck. I believed in the spirits of things,
and I knew the power of ayahuasca, but I'd never imagined anything
like that disembodied voice.
I opened my eyes,
hoping it would go away if I ignored it. It didn't. It was just
waiting me out. "What do you want?" I asked, finally.
"You're the one
who called me," it said. "You're the one who keeps calling me."
"I didn't mean to.
I just wanted to ... see things..."
The voice said that
wasn't true. It said I had called because I needed to confront
my desires and fears, and my immense sorrow, and I was getting
what I needed. The voice said that it was a time for cleansing...
I knew what it said
was true, and my initial fear of its presence began to subside.
Then it asked me if I would let it enter. It seemed such a strange
request that I was taken aback. The ayahuasca was already inside
me, I said. The voice said no, that wasn't what it meant.
Immediately I had
the vision of a snake wrapping itself around my head. I saw my
head open, as if my brain had been cut in half. It looked like
the honeycombs of a beehive. Dozens of snakes appeared and began
sliding into the tunnels of my brain. At first it felt wonderful,
as if an immense power was entering me, but then I wasn't sure
that I should let it in. I remembered Julio's warning that some
spirits are good, others are evil. I was afraid I was dealing
with an evil one. What if it wasn't the spirit of ayahuasca; or
if it was, what if it was an awful, dark aspect of it?
I asked the voice
what the snakes meant why they had to enter me -- but I didn't
get an answer. Part of me thought it was a test. Another part
knew that if the snakes disappeared into my brain, I would never
get them out. The thought was horrifying.
Suddenly, I knew
I had to get those snakes out of my brain. I began pulling them
out by their tails. They were strong and hard to dislodge, but
the more I fought them the more certain I became that the voice
wasn't the real spirit of ayahuasca. It wouldn't have asked to
enter me in such a disturbing way. I was fighting for my life.
I feared that if I lost I would be enslaved forever.
The moment I got
the last snake out, I began to doubt my decision ... I felt that
I had failed a test and missed an extraordinary opportunity. I
asked the voice why it seemed to be testing me. The voice answered
that it had already given me so many gifts that I should have
some faith and trust. The voice didn't sound angry or disappointed.
It just said I shouldn't ask for so much without giving anything
in return. Then it disappeared, and I knew my visions were over
for that evening. (6)
In the context of
the preceding discussion, what seems to be described here is an
aborted potential ally relationship. The author may surely be excused
for rejecting something he didn't understand; any prudent explorer
of hyperspace is well-advised to do the same. With sufficient knowledge
and experience, however, it is possible to imagine a mutually advantageous
affiliation, a true shamanic alliance for the attainment of knowledge
and power.
What sort of knowledge?
What sort of power?
Consider this: when
on my DMT trip, I observed the wadded-up hospital gown as "etheric
cotton" or ectoplasm." I believe I was seeing what shamans see in
their curing trances. Had I known more about this state of consciousness,
I feel I might have been able to shamanically influence a material
object from hyperspace. The principle is not as fantastic as it
sounds once one realizes how much habit and belief coerce our perception.
This is the tyranny of consensus reality -- anything outside of
it is automatically defined in our culture as madness or deliberate
criminal deviance from social norms.
Sorcerers describe
their knowledge, their pursuit, as the capacity to see energy directly,
see the essence of things. What we do in the world of everyday life
is to perceive only what we already know. We revalidate the world.
Socialization gives us the concepts of what things are, and thus,
we never really perceive what is actually there. We know "truth"
a priori and all we do from then on is validate it. Sorcery is the
act of erasing the a priori. Our world is real because, collectively,
we have all agreed to it ... Sorcerers know that something far more
vast exists than what we have agreed to let our senses perceive.
(7)
A concept from Jivaro
shamanism further illustrates this general idea:
These tsentsak
or spirit helpers are the main powers believed to cause and cure
illness in daily life. To the non-shaman they are normally invisible,
and even shamans can perceive them only in an altered state of consciousness...
Each tsentsak has an ordinary and nonordinary aspect... The ordinary
aspect is an ordinary material object, as seen without drinking
ayahuasca. But the nonordinary and "true" aspect of the tsentsak
is revealed to the shaman by taking the drink. (8)
Now, the hospital
gown was hardly a power object or spirit helper, but, like Peter's
Tibetan cup in Chapter One, it was charged with energy which could
be clearly seen while in a psychedelic trance. Anyone having a similar
experience would immediately understand the rationale behind shamanic
curing practices -- given the proper state of consciousness, it
is totally plausible that normally invisible forces can be manipulated
"from the other side" to create consequences in the material realm.
This, of course, is the essence of shamanism.
It is also the essence
of shamanism to acquire helpers (allies, teachers) who instruct
one how to manipulate the artifacts of non-ordinary reality. In
traditional cultures these entities are often seen as the resident
spirits of the hallucinogenic plants. Here is a contemporary Western
description of an encounter with such a mentor:
On both occasions,
we contacted a "teacher" who identified himself with the Syrian
Rue plant. During our discussions with him (which were out loud;
subvocalizing was ineffective) the plant teacher showed us visions,
answered questions and provided specific health, emotional and psychological
advice. The "voice in the head" phenomenon was not as strongly constituted
as on high dose mushrooms. However, the vividness, clarity, and
understandability of the visionary illustrations which often accompanied
the conversations were striking. Intense feelings (which shifted
with the visions), changes in tone of voice and manner of speaking,
including glossolalia (as recorded on tape) and strong contact highs
were additional phenomena noted. The plant teacher had a definite
personality which was strongly male, very friendly, humorous, with
an interest in storytelling bordering on the garrulous. (9)
The Syrian Rue plant
(Peganum harmala) is a fascinating species which will be discussed
at length in the chapter on ayahuasca and its analogues. Suffice
it to say here that this botanical offers a significant potential
for modern shamanic experimentation. Some scholars have hypothesized
that Syrian Rue is the mysterious Soma praised in the Aryan Vedas,
though in the absence of a DMT-containing admixture plant, such
conjectures are not entirely convincing. In the above experiment,
a homemade P. harmala extract was combined with synthetic DMT to
create a novel blend chemically comparable to the Amazonian ayahuasca
brews. The "ally" elicited from this unique combination provided
a wide range of information in its visions:
- Plant diagrams
and information on watering, plant diseases and placement of the
Syrian Rue plant in our garden.
- A diagram of a
human heart, showing the auricular node and the neurology of the
heartbeat.
- Art and artifacts
from the Old European civilization c. 10,000 B.C., e.g., Catal
Huyuk; including pottery and statuary.
- A vision of the
Goddess, holding the plant teacher and the human contactee intertwined
in her hands.
- Various pieces
of psychological and relationship advice, including insights into
both our childhoods. (10)
For the average Westerner,
such data are incredible, yet any shaman would regard experiences
like these as par for the course. Obviously we have barely scratched
the surface of an unknown (to us) reality and have a great deal
of catch-up learning to do. As previously noted, it is impossible
to say at this time who these entities are, or how much the neophyte
should trust the information they provide. These are all realms
to be explored in the coming years by pioneering psychonauts. It
is hoped that this book will provide an initial, if incomplete,
reference point for the explorations that lie ahead of us.
Excerpt
from:
Psychedelic Shamanism:
The Cultivation, Preparation, and Shamanic Use of Psychotropic Plants
by Jim DeKorne
ISBN: 1-55950-110-3
Notes:
1. Mack, J.E., MD
(1993). '"The 'Alien Abduction' Phenomenon,"Venture Inward, March/April,
p.38.
2. McKenna, T. (1991).
"A conversation over saucers," in TheArchaic Revival, Harper,
S.F., p.62.
3. Meyer, P. (1993).
"Apparent communication with discamate entities induced by dimethyltryptamine
(DMT)," Psychedelic Monographs and Essays #6, p.40. passim.
4. Williamson, D.
(1985). "Recreational and sacramental use of 5-Meo-DMT," The Psychozoic
Press #10, Summer.
5. Strieber, W.
(1988). Transformation: the Breakthrough, William Morrow, NY,
p.11, passim.
6. Gorman, P. (1992).
"Journeys with ayahuasca, the vine of the little death," Shaman's
Drum, Fall, pp.49-57.
7. Donner, F. (1992).
"Being in Dreaming," Body Mind Spirit, Nov./Dec.
8. Harner, M. (1980).
The Way of the Shaman, Harper & Row, NY, p.16.
9. Gracie and Zarkov.
(1986). "An Indo-European plant teacher," Notes From Underground,
Number 10, Berkeley.
10. Ibid.
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